★ Dear my Friends ★

it's not my original poem or what ...
this is an english translation from ELISA-Dear my friend [ending song of To Aru Kagaku no Railgun] lyrics
i really love this song , and i wish that i can present it for all of my beloved friends ...

ENJOY ★

Dear My Friend
Every day & night　Always be with you
Dear My Friend
Every day & night　Always be with you

Just talking with you isn’t enough
The sunset dyes the city

It doesn’t go as easily as I think
When I realized it we were crying together

Love, dreams, flowers, rainbows and the wind
Let’s seize it all!

It’s all right!
Cheer up, I’m right beside you
Instead of dwelling on today’s mistakes overcome them
It’s all right!
Without losing our way let’s head towards the unseen future
And walk on forever

Dear My Friend
Every day & night　Always be with me
Dear My Friend
Every day & night　Always be with me

If it’s me I’m bothered by many things but
Even if I think about them the answer won’t come out…

If I look up I’ll see the first star in the sky sparkling
Isn’t it beautiful?
All of a sudden a smile escapes

Love, dishonor, past, present and tomorrow
Let’s take it all

It’s all right!
I’ll show you my courage, I’m not alone
Without giving up or hesitating take a step forward
It’s all right!
Without rushing let’s fulfill each wish one by one
And I’m sure we’ll become happy

5 years from now,
10 years from now,
I wonder how things will change…?
Even if we’re separated by distance I hope we’ll all be happy!!

It’s all right!
Believe me, the future is waiting
Today will be a little brighter than yesterday
It’s all right!
Without losing our way let’s head towards the unseen future
And walk on forever

Dear My Friend
Every day & night　Always be with you
Dear My Friend
Every day & night　Always be with you


i really love this song , and i really wish this happen in my life ~
but , this is enough ...
the school life that i have with my friends , i won't forget it ... !

★ Liar is not a HUMAN ★

i really can't understand what are the liars think about ...
they lied and hide behind their lies ...
they seek for something that they won't get with the reality and use lies to get it ...
for example !
POPULARITY !!

hey , you're you ! why are you lie about yourself just for popularity ?
are you crazy ?
[ oh , i don't really talk about anyone though ... ]

i always think that liars are not human ...
i know that even i lied ...
but , i know and i dare to admit it ..
but , the TRUE LIARS won't admit it and they twist the reality ...
i don't know why ...

i just can't understand LIARS ..
i beg my friends that please don;t be liars , so that i don't hate ya ~
I ♥ YOU all my FRIENDS ~ !

★ Halloween , Trick or Treat ★

here's the deadly night , where the children go to play
holding a lantern to clear the road
with a naughty smile on their faces , they knocked a door of an old house in the forest
infer the silvery moon , they laugh

Come here quick ! Come here quick !
Play with us ! Play with us !
we seek for something tonight
that's why , let the party started !

their laugh echo in the forest
full of joy and full of terror
where're you going , my prey ?
whon;t you play with us longer ?
in this deadly night , let us play until the midnight comes

why won't you scream more ?
why don't you play with us ?
the children are giggling with joy and devilish smile on their faces
hey , come in to the house
it's so warm and safe

don't you realize that the moon is now crimson red ?
isn't that beautiful ?
but , i wanna see blood ! more blood !

it's okay , we'll let you sleep and rest
but , remember ..
we'll even play with you in your dream
in the own of nightmare
when you wake up in the midnight ,
we'll once again scare you and let me have some of your candies

Play with us ! Play with us !
And let us have your candies
if you don't want to meet us again ,
we'll dig your eyeballs out and blind you
but , you'll always together with us ,
because you're our prey
don't dare to run away
because we won't let you off untill you give us candies ~

" Trick or Treat ! "

★ Raindrops ★

today is raining again as always ...
everyday's raining now ...

so happy though ... i love how the raindrops are falling from the sky ..
somehow calm me down ~
ahahaha ...
everyone called me weird , though ~

hmm ...
today is sure tiring ...
my friends asked me if i can go to vefetarian food's bazaar ,
but ... i pass ...
i can't stand the heat this afternoon , even though it's raining and cold now ...

also ,
i will buy a camera tomorrow or maybe on sunday , as my parents promised ...
i still wondering what camera should i buy ~ ★
really confusing ...

after this i still have English class though ,
meet my friends ~★ kyahahaha ...

it's sure a wonderfull day ~
even though i've been irritated by something , but ..
nah , it's not something big , so i'll forget it in a day ...

oops ! look at the time !
i should get going !
toodles ★ i'll post something nice tonight to end this day ~
wait for it ~★

★ Something that i wish i didn't Write ★

i never told anything about this to anyone .
but , if i only keep this for me alone , the burden is too big ...
all of this words is just like me babbling around alone ...

i ...
don't know where to start ...
but , started from 8th grade , i always wonder ...
" why am i alive ? for what reason do i alive ? what do i seek in this life ? "
when i'm in elementary school , i never enjoy my school life .
yes , that's true , and i'm not even joking about this .
but , everybody at my school now , thinks that i'm a bright girl that will able to overcome any problem that comes to me.
i'll say this ..
" THAT's NOT TRUE AT ALL ! "

i'm not that kind of girl . i'm human here . of course there's problem that i can't solve even though i tried so hard .
the first thing .
my biggest problem that won't be solved ever .
" I wanna be FREE ! i need my FREEDOM ! "

yes , nobody will get the true freedom in this life , and i know it best.

and , in elementary school , i always blamed for what i didn't do ... by my own friends ..
that's what makes me hurt most .
ah , also , i don't really have friends in elementary school. yes , can be counted in 5 fingers , maybe less ...

and , i'm too quiet to get any friends.
this is what i always thinking when somebody approaches me when i'm in elementary school.
" What ? i don't trust you , and i won't trust you . so that i won't be hurt ."

that's my complex .
even until now , i never show my true self , even at school , and even to my best friends.
it's just like i'm wearing a mask in front of them .

i ... am too fragile , that's why i protect myself and create a wall to protect me from the cruel life. even though i really enjoy my life now ...
there's so many friends that supports me , and laugh along with me ...
and also , i can learn that not all of them are bad . even though , there's still bad guys everywhere .

i really change now , without realizing it , i change myself into a different people .
but , i'm still me , and i know my friends know that.
but , really ...
i'm sorry , that the me in front of you guy are fake (half of it , though).
i just can apologize here though ... LOL ... it's not like i'm gonna shout about i'm being fake .
but at least , i wanna share this , so that people don't misunderstand me..
I really gratefull that i was blessed with so much happiness now .
and i believe , that i'll be able to destroy the wall and the mask that hide the true me .
and , i'll be myself ... anytime ...

please wait for a little more ... my TRUE SELF ...
i'll introduce you to all my besties one day ...

★ a great morning of Thursday ★

wahahaha ... today i wake up early ~ ( of course , though ... having school is so tiring ~ )
but ~! that's good isn't it ? wake up early is healthy ...
it's not like i wake up early every morning ~
for example , every saturday and sunday , i always wake up late ! soo ~ late ...
ummm , it's looks like i hibernate for a day ~
hahaha ...

now i'm at school , though ~
having a Techology and Information subject ~
we're studying how to make a blog ~ ( even though i ady have a blog account , i even join the class )

hmm ... everyone's blog is really good ~ but don;t copy any of mine , okay ~ ★ !

early in the morning , i open my eyes , and the first thing that i take is , my handphone .. ( to turn off the alarm that annoy my ears .. )
and the second thing i take is , Air Conditioner remote ... to turn off my Air Conditioner that chills me out ...

aw , but , it's true that today's a good morning ★ !
love today's morning most !
i'm having class now ~ so , toodles ★

★ some drip of my mind ★

when i open my eyes ... i'm sitting alone in an all-white room .
i walk straight to nowhere ...
i don't know where to go ...

And at the end of the room , there's a silvery door ...
i open the door and arrived in a grass field .
the breeze is so warm and i can hear the bird chirping ..

i saw a rabbit .
and i asked , " excuse me , Mr.Rabbit ... Where's this ? "
the rabbit said , " this is WONDERLAND , miss ~ "
i stunned , and i don;t believe what that rabbit said .
" What's your name , Miss ? " said the rabbit.
eh ? it's strange ... what's my name again ?
" i don't know .. i can't remember ... " i mumbled .
Then , the rabbit disappear right in front of my eyes .

i walked through the grass field and arrived in front of a rose garden .
There's a man wearing all black attire sitting under the tree .

" excuse me , Mister ... do you know how to get out of this place ? " i asked .
That man calmly look at me .
" nope , you cannot get out from here , Miss . This is wonderland .." he says .
" why ? "
" because you're belong to this world ... "
" i don't understand . and i even can't remember what my name is ... "
" Don't worry , miss .. You'll find out the reason soon .. "

And then i get out from the garden , but suddenly i teleported to the front gate of a castle.
and a pierrot appear right in front of my eyes ..
" who are you ? " i asked the pierrot .
" i'm pierrot .." said the pierrot.
" umm , do you know how to get out from this place ? i want to go home ."
" oh , you cannot . because you're the one who create this land , miss ... and , what you want will appear right in this land . "
" huh ? i don't understand ..."
" you're the CREATOR of the WONDERLAND , miss ... "
" but , this is not my home . i wanna go back to my world ."
" as you wish ... but , you'll once again pulled into the WONDERLAND . Have a nice day ."
Suddenly the pierrot disappear and my sight becomes all black.
when i open my eyes , i was in a lavender garden. it's my home ... i'm back ...
" Wonderland , huh ? " i mumbled .

" hey , Alice ! come into the house ! "
" coming ! "

- end -
it's just a prank afterall .. don't be confused ... enjoy ~ ★

★ get all of my stress to words ★

yeah , as the title says ...
today's kinda annoying ...
yup , something happened of course ...

i don't understand ...
if someone is making a mistake , and we said that straight to that person ... it'll be to the point right ?
what's the reason ?
because we need an apologize from that person .
but ...
my friend do the opposite ...
that friend of mine , ask for our apologize ...
isn't that weird ?
that person , angry to us , and don't wanna apologize ..

hey ! who's at fault here ?
maybe you don't know because you're not too close to me ..
" i'm not the type of person , who easily apologize to people ... except , i really make a mistake ... "
yeah , so what ?
that's how i am ...
and , sorry that i have such a high pride inside me ..
but , this is me .. who i really am ...

i really wished that you realize what you've done , and apologize nicely ...
not the opposite ...
or , making the other friends of yours made at us , who is innocent !

but , i'm not a bad person here ... and i'm not cruel as a friend of you ...
we're cleaning your mess here ...
i even forgive you and let you away in peace without any problem ..
i don't like fights ...

so , if by any chance you , " the certain" person read this ,
please understand how we feel and don't let this a reason to fight ...
we just want you to properly apologize and the problem settled ..
finished isn't it ?

okay ... this's just what i feel about this matter ...
so , oh ,well ...
it's kinda late already ... i also haven't post anything in 2 or 3 days ..
busy from tests and homeworks ... yeah , high school Banzai ! ★★
the work also incredibly many ... haha ... that's all ... ★

★ wide blue sky connect all of us ★

when the first time in step into this world ,
the first thing i admire is :
SKY

when the first time i see the blue sky ,
the first thing i think is :
HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE

and then , when i seperated with my beloved ones ...
i blame the fate ...
why peoples must say good-bye each other , even though people don't want to be seperated .
and then i think again ...

where's it ? the happiness ... where's it ?
i see the sky ...
it's so blue ... the tears come down to the dried cheeks ..
it's so beautiful ... i can't blame the sky ..
just the sky ... the one that i can't blame for this ...

and while i blame the fate ...
i think all over again ...
the last word they said ... is not " Good-bye " ..
it's " See you again ..."
so .. it means that we still can meet again someday right ?

i smiled ..
i lay down and see how wide the sky is ..
" incredible as always ... " i mumbled .

the sky's wide and high , indeed ...
it's beautiful indeed ...
and it calms me , indeed ...

" hey , sky ... even though you're so wide ... you do usefull ... you're so wide , that you connect every places in this world ... "
yes , skies connect all of us ...
no matter how far we're seperated , we live under the same blue sky ...
so , we'll somehow meet again ...
it's up to fate though ...
so , i can't blame the fate anymore ... i should thank "fate" , because , thanks to fate , i can see you , o' sky ...

★ CONGRATS FOR YOUR WEDDING ★

today's my tua hia's wedding ~

the party is really great ~ his wife's also pretty in her white wedding dress ~
it's the first time i met her , but , she's really a nice lady .
i'm so stiff at first , and nervous to sit beside her this morning ... but , aw ... she's really gorgeous ~! i really wanna have a big sis like this .

and , when she's trying to talk to me , i just answer a little and i'm nervous ! don;t know wanna say what to her !
but , i realized that she's really kind to me , and ... i'm getting along well with her !
she said she wanna have kids like me ~ nice to talk to ! waaa ~ what an honour ~!

she has long hair ( wavy at the end og her black hair ) , her skin is white , and her eyes're big ~! she's such a lovely person. she loves to pat my hair ~

and , my tua hia also unbelievably cool today with his tux ! for the first time i call hime handsome though ... it's so lucky for him to have such a beautiful and nice wife like her ...

oh ! also , at the party , i'm the one who had cream all over my body ( especially on my new dress ! ah , i love that dress though ! ) ... that's because all of my cousin aim for the cream at me .. ah , of course we do it when the party ends ... as soon as i got home , i take a shower and clean all my body , even though there's still some sweet scent of cakes ...

haha ... it's good and happy night ~!

HOPE TUA HIA AND HIS WIFE LIVE TOGETHER HAPPILY FROM NOW ON AND FOREVER ~! GOD BLESS YOU TWO ~
HAPPY WEDDING ★ !

★ today's a nightmare ★

uwaaaaa ! it's really disappointing !!
i really surprised for my report's result ... the other's subject is good for me , but ! THERE'S ONE SUBJECT THAT REALLY DRAGGED ALL OF MY EFFORT TO THE BOTTOM OF HELL !

aw , just because technically mistake in my Indonesian Language Subject , i got really bad score!
30 ! Thirty you know ! it's a record ... in all 11th grade , it's the worse ... and because of this score , all my good scores are dragged down , along with Indonesian language subject's score . Yup , of course ,because of that , the average of my scores is down ...

and , the result ... I'm 11th in my class .. even though i aim to be in best-ten ... and , the more frustating me , is the friend that i help all along the test , is got the 10th rank , the place that i aim .. haha , ironic right ? but ,nah .. that's okay .. it's already in the past ... so , why i regret anything ? it's technically my fault coz i made a mistake while doing my test .

hmm ... but , i really happy ... my besties all support me ! i'll do my best in the block exam !
i'll once again aim for the best-ten !!
i won't lose anymore , just wait for me ! ahahahaha !
but , really ... i envy my friends who got the best-ten ... i really want to have that position though ...
in my new class in the 11th grade is full of superior "smart" fellas ... so , i wanna challange myself .. how far i can go with my effort ... hahaha ... i love challanges ...

and , i think ... this kind of class is not bad at all ~ i love you NSC ★ !

ah , also ... CONGRATS FOR MY BELOVED BESTIES , VERA ANDIKA , FOR YOUR 1ST RANK IN SOCIAL SCIENCE CLASS ! KEEP IT UP ! I'M WAITING FOR YOUR TREATS !
AND CONGRATS TOO FOR MY RELIABLE FRIEND , TANRIANA FOR THE 1ST RANK TOO ~

GOOD LUCK ME ★★★★ !

★ at last ! it's coming ! ★

Hey ! it's tokimeki memorial 3rd story ! i already tried to download it , and when the download's completed , i can't play it !!
huweeee ! really upset .. i've wait for it foe a long time !
urgh , i really feel so bad when the game won't work ... i wonder if there's any error with my NDS ...

hmm , i already get all the endings for TMM 1st story and 2nd story ~ ★
aaah ~ i really wanna play TMM 3rd story ...

hmm , maybe my NDS is error or something like that ... uwaaaaa ! i really wish to play it !!! after i wait for so long to play it , but , it's really ended so bad !

should i go to game shop and ask the shop keeper to add the game to my DS ? argh ! i must pay again , though ...

I really so bored lately , no NDS games that's good ... But , nah .. who cares ... ★

ah , today's incredibly hot ... my class also have to clean the basketball yard ... aw , so tiring , and i've lost all of my energy ... eating sweets and get a lot of sleep will make me better , though ...

★ Long time no see ★

uwaaa ~ already 2 days not update any entry ... really miss my blog ~ ★
i really busy lately ( busy watching some korean drama ) , and there's so many homework ...
I wanna relax for a while ~! i worth for it ~!

Now i'm at school ~ ★ yay ~
i envy my friends blogs ~ so cool and up to date ~ !
wanna make my blog like them , nyahahah ★

ah , first , i wanna say " long time no see " to my blog ~
really miss it ~
i haven't have time to online lately ~

but that's okay , i'll keep updating some of entry ~

wakakakaka ★
ah , this entry is just for fun , and some lil' prank from me ~

Have a nice day ★

★ Best of all Photos - Approved - ★

Waaa ~ ★ Really unbelievable ... I don't remember taking any photos with that *blink* smile expression ~ ahahaha ... everyone really interested in it and they're laughing how strange my face in this photo ..

This photo was taken when we're taking class photo album ~★ How interesting ... i actually remember that i was running to catch the camera , so it can catch me well in the photo ... and the result is , the pepsodent smile that attached on my face *aww , so embarassed*

Ahaha , They approved that this photo is the best of the album , and my face is the mascot ... what'cha think ? haha , shine enough ?? haha ... ★★★

Really , this become hot topic in Natural Science Class ... They even thought about printing this photo and put it in our class .. and print it BIG ! How's that ? Really surprising for me ...

It's not like get a noble prize ~ nyahahah .. LOL ...
really , i laugh along with them while looking at this photo ... really unbelievable ...

i share this photo with you guys ~ enjoy ★

★ Halloween is Near ★

Waaiii ~ Haloween is Near ~★
i really want to go to Halloween party once in a while ~
i go with my cousin last year , but , i really hope there's halloween party at my school ( even though it's too impossible ) = , = ;

i really have fun at the Halloween party last year ...
i don't have time to make any costume , so my cousin and me just wear dark dress and dark accesories , and it's not bad at all ~ ★
hahaha ...

Halloween party is kinda rare lately ,huh ? i don;t know why , but , just some of them celebrate it ..

last year i got many sweets and candies ~ from kind people at the party ~ they're so nice , aren't they ? ★★★

I wish that i can go to halloween party this year ~ But , nah , nobody go i think ... my friends cant go with me , and my cousin won't go this year too ... so , maybe i'll stay at home ...

even though i really look forward to this year's Halloween Party , it's okay , i'll celebrate it personally ~ ★

nyahahah ... Here's a lil' present for Halloween ~ ★

Synopsis - The Prayer in The Rain -

umm , maybe this entry is not too necessary ...
but , my cousin already make me post the synopsis of my ongoing novel ...

okay , the title is " The Prayer in The Rain " ...
The Heroine of this story is Vivi , a Transfer student from America and go to Tokyo as her father ask her . Because of her Blonde Hair and Blue eyes , she's really catch people's attention . Even though she's only have 1/4of American blood .. LOL ...
At her new school , she's get bullied by another girls that envy her beauty and she always gets attention from 2 popular boys at school , Kyou and Teru , even though everyone didn't know the true nature of bpth of those boys ...

Kyou , the trouble-maker always got into fights inside and outside school , with his cool and wild personalities , he's always admired by everyone , even though some of them called Kyou with "scary" and "trouble" . Vivi found out that Kyou's not scary at all and it's the opposite ...
At first , Kyou just care with Vivi just because of pity and uninterested because Vivi always get bullied , but , it's turned out that he's in the Spring season of love .

Teru , the "Prince" of XX High School always surrounded by all of people , with his "smiley" and kind personalities , everyone really addicted to him ... But , actually , all of the Smiles hide something that only Vivi knows ... He become interested in Vivi and treat her "very" differently from people . And , who knows that it's actually ... ( you know what )

While Vivi's new school life starting , her past about her ex-best friend in America is still haunting her ... The dreams keep following her ...

What'll happen to all of them ? all of troubles keep coming , and who'll Vivi and with ?


argh !! i post it !! umm , it's not interesting at all ... at least i think so , maybe ... i don't know what everyone think about it , but , i post this just for fun ...
and , it's still not finished yet ... i think it'll be a long story ...
★ enjoy ★

★ G'Morning Sunday ★

Aww , i woke up late again ... ahahaha ...
it's afternoon already , isn't it ?

and , it so HOT !! curse you dry season !
i want rainy season come back ... it's cool and can make me relax without problem ...
and , my brain can't work well if it's hot ...
= , = ;
really ... so HOT and , the sky is too sunny ! No sign of raining !!

But , it's okay , even though it's hot ...
i have to finish the novel...

Argh !! Tomorrow is school ! Darn it , i really bad at wake up in the early morning ..
it makes me crazy ...
so sleepy and my soul seems going somewhere out there .. haha , keep dreaming ?

I hope there's no Flag Ceremony .... In this hot climate + flag ceremony = DIE + HELL !
Ah , tomorrow also have Math in the schedule ... aw , this will keep me busy all day ...

At least let the rain pour today ... it's terribly hot ...

i'm having Roast Bread + Milk for my breakfast today ... it's yummy ~★

i have Milk everyday , but i'm still a short High school girl ...
Yesterday , i was mistaken as a Middle School Girl ! It's a humiliation , don't you think ?
aw , it's suck ! I'll kill that person someday .. LOL

Megurine Luka-Just Be Friends

Here's the Lyrics ~ English translation

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass

What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger
Is this what we really hoped for?

I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction
When can I tell it to you?

In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way
Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces
"No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled
Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks

All we gotta do　Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do　Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize
It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals

Because it'd never bloom again
It's tiny but already dead on my palms
Our time stopped long ago

I remember the season we met first and your grace smile
Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible
Our minds are full of thorns

With this continuous dull relationship
Grievously I can't change my mind
I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you

It's raining heavily in my mind, I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true
I'd be born again and again and go see you on those days

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

It's all over

uwaaa ! when i listen to this song , i cried , you know ! Luka's so sad ... being left like that ...but , i also confused ... they're both love each other , but why they have to seperated ? i really cry ... haha ... ah , by the way , this song is sung from the boy's side who leave Luka .. enjoy ~

The Prayer in the Rain

arghh ! i'm now working for my new novel ...
The title is " The Prayer in The Rain " ... i really serious in this novel , ahaha ...

my cousin said , " Why don't you update your novel to your blog ? who knows if anyone read your novel ? "
Yeah , easy to say , man ... i really feel shy if anyone read my novels ...
because i don't know what people think about my novel ..

hmm , i don't know what to do ! necause i just finished chapter 3 ...
umm ... really ... i'll update the synopsis next time ... let me finish first ..
and i'll think again about posting my novel ..

ahahaha ... really , this make me crazy , but i love writing ... so what ?

I Want it !!! T ^ T

uwaaah ! i just found this picture in a website ! it's an editted photo of Black★Rock Shooter Figurine ~!
Kyaaaa ~! i really like this one ! i've checked the prize and it's so expensive ! Darn it !
i ask my Mom about it , and my Mom won't buy it for me ... aw , i'm down ...
But , really ... i really like Vocaloid and i also fans of Black★Rock Shooter ~
At least i want it ! i want it so badly , but , oh well ... i'll adore it in my heart ~! hahaha ...
i also love Black★Rock Shooter by Hatsune Miku .. it's so cool and i listen to it everyday ...
ah , i also watched Black★Rock Shooter's OVA ... So cool ~!

Black★Rock Shooter , i'm your fans ~!

Lack of Imagination

i have no imagination lately ... i really into writing novels now ...
but , i have no good idea that can be used for my novels ...
yesterday i have to stay all night to think some good idea ...

it also same for my drawing activities ... i have no idea what to draw...
my friend ask me to draw an anime character with Halloween theme ,
but now , i don't know what to draw ..

tha cause ?
ah , maybe because i'm having mid-term test not long ago and i'm not drawing any for more than 1 week ... ah , i can't think about anything ...

Lack of Imagination makes me crazy ...
= , =

Lots of Word - We are Alive

have you ever feel that you're not alive ?
everytime you're together with your friends , have you ever feel that you're slightly pushed away from the circle ?
i have ...
i feel that i'm not needed at that time ..
and i even think that it'll be better if i'm not around .
haha , ridiculous of course ...
i'm here afterall ... if i wanna disappear somewhere , it's too late right ?
That's why , i realize this when i spend my time with my precious besties ...
" Hey , i'm alive afterall .. they need me , and i also need them ... i'm here and they know that ..."
after that , i'm glad ... i'm needed and i don;t need to be confused anymore ..
it's simple but it'll be complicated if we take it so lightly ...

i hope i can share this with everyone ...
i just wanna say that " WE ALL HUMANS ALIVE ... "

http://www.glitter-graphics.com/graphics/178380 today having fun with friends and now i'm vgery happy ...

the 1st entry 14th October 2010

yo , minna ! Akane desu ! it's my first day blogging , and here's my new entry ...
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