Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Late Celebration
Waaa ! At last I can post something , since yesterday I was really busy ...
Yesterday (27/12) is my 17th Birthday ~!! *applause* And , honestly , I felt weird because each year , I'm becoming older and older ... *kekeke*
Okay , when I'm about to sleep (December 26th ~11:57~) , My Cellphone was attacked by a large number of messages and calls by my beloved people ~!
And , honestly .. I was touched , since I didn't even think that they'll do it like that *smiles*
There're changes in the order of people who gave me wishes ...
Thanks to Eliotte who is the first people who gave me a birthday wish by call. Since he's abroad, I hope it didn't trouble you.
Karen Gardenia and Rebella Stephanie , my beloved sisters , thanks for the spam of messages and calls. I'm really grateful. But, This year, they lost to Eliotte by 5 minutes.
And, to my friends who gave me birthday wishes by twitter , I'm really happy that I got wishes from you all , and thanks , I'll have a blast ~!
To my Parents , who let me to step into this world (1994) , thank you very much , and I'll be waiting for your big(?) present that you're talking about.
To my Big brother , thank you ... even though you didn't said "happy birthday" because I also didn't say that to you last February. Thanks for treating me well yesterday and let me play your laptop all day without disturbed my you.
Oh , and for the friends that gave me birthday wishes yesterday , thank you ! Then ... My big brother's girlfriend , thanks for giving me wishes this year too ~!
Since I've reached 17 this year ... um ... I don't really think to change myself to be more adult-like ... since ... I'm okay like this ! I'm still me ... It's not like I'll change or what. I love childish me , and I love how I live my life.
OOH !! Happy Birthday to Okumura Twins ( from anime : AO no Exorcist ) and Kagamine Twins (VOCALOID) whose birthdays were the same date as mine !! I love you , Rin and Yukio ! I love you guys in Ao no Exorcist ! And , I love you too , Kagamine Rin and Len ! I love your songs~!
Having a birthday 2 days after christmas sure is nice ~! Hoahahahaha ! Nice food , of course !
NOTE :
Now , I'm working on my novel ... which contains vampires and stuffs ~! Haha , since I was addicted again in vampires after a long time ~! And , actually , it's a kind of fanfiction , since I took the story from "Vampire Knight". My original Vampire story will be finished next year ~! LOL
INFORMATION :
BGM : Ittoki Otoya - Brand New Melody
Food : (none) since it's almost midnight
Drink : Hot Milk
Status : Happy
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Merry Christmas
Ho ~ Ho ! Ho !
Merry Christmas ~!
Well , sebenarnya , gak banyak yang mau aku tulis hari ini ~ !
Cuma basa-basi doang. Dan ... " Merry Xmas " buat yang ngerayain , moga-moga semua impiannya terkabul , dan Santa coming to your house ~!
BGM : SNSD - DIAMOND ~~
Lagi senang banget sama lagu ini ~!! Pas lagi nulis postingan ini , BGM ku lagu itu !
WISH : - Having a nice day
- Having a nice dream
- Having a blast
- Having .... um .... nice meal ~!
See ??? Nothing important , actually ~! I just think that I have to post something , since it's Christmas ~!
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Well , then ... Next ...
Actually , aku dan teman ku ... Lagi ada proyek untuk bikin sesuatu yang bisa dikenang dan akan disegel rapat-rapat untuk 8 tahun ke depan ...
Just think it as TIME CAPSULE ...
SInce the dead line is December 31st , I'll have to finish writing before then , right ? But ! The disaster is , I completely forgot what to write !! BLANK !!
I haven't reach half of the book yet , so , I'll write all night long tomorrow.
Hahaha ...
Actually , I thought about this idea with my friend , since ... um ... That time , I just finished reading what the 12-year-old me wrote for me . It's a letter ...
ABSURD !!! Actually , absurd ... Reading letter from your own self.
So, um ... Please hope that I can finish it ...
Then , I'll post some pictures of my book. I hope , it will be nice ~!
OKAY THEN , HAVE A NICE XMAS NIGHT ! *bow*
Merry Christmas ~!
Well , sebenarnya , gak banyak yang mau aku tulis hari ini ~ !
Cuma basa-basi doang. Dan ... " Merry Xmas " buat yang ngerayain , moga-moga semua impiannya terkabul , dan Santa coming to your house ~!
BGM : SNSD - DIAMOND ~~
Lagi senang banget sama lagu ini ~!! Pas lagi nulis postingan ini , BGM ku lagu itu !
WISH : - Having a nice day
- Having a nice dream
- Having a blast
- Having .... um .... nice meal ~!
See ??? Nothing important , actually ~! I just think that I have to post something , since it's Christmas ~!
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Well , then ... Next ...
Actually , aku dan teman ku ... Lagi ada proyek untuk bikin sesuatu yang bisa dikenang dan akan disegel rapat-rapat untuk 8 tahun ke depan ...
Just think it as TIME CAPSULE ...
SInce the dead line is December 31st , I'll have to finish writing before then , right ? But ! The disaster is , I completely forgot what to write !! BLANK !!
I haven't reach half of the book yet , so , I'll write all night long tomorrow.
Hahaha ...
Actually , I thought about this idea with my friend , since ... um ... That time , I just finished reading what the 12-year-old me wrote for me . It's a letter ...
ABSURD !!! Actually , absurd ... Reading letter from your own self.
So, um ... Please hope that I can finish it ...
Then , I'll post some pictures of my book. I hope , it will be nice ~!
OKAY THEN , HAVE A NICE XMAS NIGHT ! *bow*
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
The Bless of December 21st
Today , December 21st ...
I want to say my gratitude to someone dear to me who was born on December 21st.
" Happy Birthday , Daddy ~ ! "
That's the first one. Today's my Daddy's birthday. I even woke up early for him today. Even if I just slept for about 4 hours, I woke up early just to give him a hug and a kiss on his cheeks. And say "Happy Birthday" to him.
Honestly , I want to say more.. More than just a "Happy Birthday". My wishes for him , and how thankful I am , and how I feel blessed to be born as his daughter.
But I can't say it.
I just can;t bring myself to say it, because I know, I'll just crying like a baby in front of him, even before saying anything.
So, I'll just write it here. *smile*
I'm almost 17 now, and I have been living happily under my parents's wings. Even when I'm angry and say something harsh, they didn't take it to their hearts. They just quietly look at me. I realized it from long ago. I knew that they must feel hurt from my words, since I'm a random little girl who can't even control myself.
So , I want to say , that I'm grateful that Dad and Mom still love me the way I am. And I love them so much ! So, please take care of me more from now on and forever.
Then, about how much Dad and Mom protected me from outside world. I am honestly think that they're over-protective , and I feel so burdened by it. Even though I always know that they did it because they love me and they don't want me to get hurt.
That's why, I want to say that I'm not a child anymore. I'm not a child that don't even know how dangerous outside world is.
But I'll have to go on , I'll have to go outside, because my future lies beyond that door which connects to the outside world.
So, please don't get hurt when I decided to leave your side to go out. Because I'll never let Dad and Mom down, I'll come back one day, to your arms.
The next is I want to apologize that I'm a selfish and hard-headed daughter that often bring Dad and Mom trouble. And I can't even give you something to proud of, so ... I can just give you love and care, even though I seldom show it.
Please don't lose hope on me, and keep cheering me for what I've decide to pursue.
Wish for Daddy :
- Have a nice year, and spend it happily.
- Have a good health and keep smiling
- Have a good fortune and live to the fullest
- Receive love and care forever
I think that's all ... Well , actually I kind of feel bad, because on December 12th, I forgot my Mom's birthday, because I overslept and didn't even realize the date. I really feel bad because I can't give her anything.
And , I can't give them present, because if I bought something , then it's the same as I used my parent's money. So I decided not to give anything, but I'll wait until I can make money by myself, then I'll buy them the best birthday present , using my own money.
I love you , Dad , Mom.
I want to say my gratitude to someone dear to me who was born on December 21st.
" Happy Birthday , Daddy ~ ! "
That's the first one. Today's my Daddy's birthday. I even woke up early for him today. Even if I just slept for about 4 hours, I woke up early just to give him a hug and a kiss on his cheeks. And say "Happy Birthday" to him.
Honestly , I want to say more.. More than just a "Happy Birthday". My wishes for him , and how thankful I am , and how I feel blessed to be born as his daughter.
But I can't say it.
I just can;t bring myself to say it, because I know, I'll just crying like a baby in front of him, even before saying anything.
So, I'll just write it here. *smile*
I'm almost 17 now, and I have been living happily under my parents's wings. Even when I'm angry and say something harsh, they didn't take it to their hearts. They just quietly look at me. I realized it from long ago. I knew that they must feel hurt from my words, since I'm a random little girl who can't even control myself.
So , I want to say , that I'm grateful that Dad and Mom still love me the way I am. And I love them so much ! So, please take care of me more from now on and forever.
Then, about how much Dad and Mom protected me from outside world. I am honestly think that they're over-protective , and I feel so burdened by it. Even though I always know that they did it because they love me and they don't want me to get hurt.
That's why, I want to say that I'm not a child anymore. I'm not a child that don't even know how dangerous outside world is.
But I'll have to go on , I'll have to go outside, because my future lies beyond that door which connects to the outside world.
So, please don't get hurt when I decided to leave your side to go out. Because I'll never let Dad and Mom down, I'll come back one day, to your arms.
The next is I want to apologize that I'm a selfish and hard-headed daughter that often bring Dad and Mom trouble. And I can't even give you something to proud of, so ... I can just give you love and care, even though I seldom show it.
Please don't lose hope on me, and keep cheering me for what I've decide to pursue.
Wish for Daddy :
- Have a nice year, and spend it happily.
- Have a good health and keep smiling
- Have a good fortune and live to the fullest
- Receive love and care forever
I think that's all ... Well , actually I kind of feel bad, because on December 12th, I forgot my Mom's birthday, because I overslept and didn't even realize the date. I really feel bad because I can't give her anything.
And , I can't give them present, because if I bought something , then it's the same as I used my parent's money. So I decided not to give anything, but I'll wait until I can make money by myself, then I'll buy them the best birthday present , using my own money.
I love you , Dad , Mom.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Nico Nico Chorus - Servant of Evil Classical Version Lyrics
Okay , yesterday ... No , several days ago , I searched for some good videos and after a while, I found this video.
FYI , the videos that I've been looking for is vocaloid or something similar like , that.
If you knew Kagamine Len's -Servant of Evil- or -Aku no Meshitsukai- , then you must know this one.
It's the classical version of -Servant of Evil- that was sung by some utaite(s) ...
This version made me say "WOW" for numerous times that I abuse replay button ...
for the different version of the classical one ... you can watch it here ~!
Lyrics:
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kimi wa oujo boku wa mesi-tsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na hutago
kimi wo mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte natte yaru
kitai nonaka bokura wa umareta
shuku-fuku suruwa kyoukai no kane
otona tachi no katte na tsugou de
bokura no mirai wa futatsu ni saketa
tatoe sekai no subete ga
kimi no teki ni narou tomo
boku ga kimi wo mamoru kara
kimi wa sokode waratte ite
kimi wa oujo boku wa mesi-tsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na futago
kimi wo mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte natte yaru
tonari no kunie dekaketa tokini
machi de mikaketa midori no anoko
sono yasashige na koe to egao ni
hitome de boku wa koi ni ochi-masita
dakedo oujo ga anoko no koto
kesite hoshii to negau nara
boku wa sore ni kotae you
dousite? namida ga tomara-nai
kimi wa oujo boku wa mesi-tsukai
unmei wakatsu kuruoshiki futago
"kyou no oyatsu wa Brioche dayo"
kimi wa warau mujyaki ni warau
mousugu kono kuni wa owaru darou
ikareru kokumin tachi no tede
korega mukui dato iuno naraba
boku wa aete soreni sakara-ou
"hora boku no fuku wo kasite ageru"
"kore wo kite sugu onige-nasai"
"daijyoubu bokura wa futago dayo"
"kitto dare nimo wakara naisa"
boku wa oujo kimi wa toubou-sha
unmei wakatsu kanashiki futago
kimi wo aku dato iuno naraba
boku datte onaji chiga nagare-teru
mukashi mukashi aru tokoroni
aku-gyaku hidou no oukoku no
chouten ni kun-rin siteta
totemo KAWAII boku no kyoudai
tatoe sekai no subete ga
kimi no teki ni narou tomo
boku ga kimi wo mamoru kara
kimi wa dokoka de waratte ite
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This song is about :
Rin and Len who are twins , but they soon separated ...
Rin became a cruel queen of her kingdom , and one day, Len came back to the castle and became her servant. Len fell in love with Miku from the first time he saw her , but she's Kaito's lover. Rin, who loves Kaito, wish that Miku disappear. Len , who doesn't want to see Rin cry, killed Miku to make Rin smile again. He just want Rin to be happy.
Soon , Rin's people who can't hold on their anger to Rin's cruelty rebel against her. And in the castle , there're just Rin, and his servant,Len ...
Meiko lead the people to attack the kingdom , while Kaito also want to revenge Miku's death. The kingdom was about to fall into Meiko CS's hands. Len told Rin to wear his cloths and run away , while Len disguise himself. He said that since they're twins , nobody will know that they have swapped.
Meiko caught Len(in disguise) believing that he's Rin , while Rin is on a run. And Len(in disguise) was executed in the center of the town. Rin watched her brother was executed while disguising herself, crying.
THe last thing that Len wishes before his death is that if he were to be born again he would want to be able to play with Rin again.
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It's such a nice story ... And if I could , I want to abuse "like" button on Youtube !!
So, what do you think ? =) Comments are welcomed~
FYI , the videos that I've been looking for is vocaloid or something similar like , that.
If you knew Kagamine Len's -Servant of Evil- or -Aku no Meshitsukai- , then you must know this one.
It's the classical version of -Servant of Evil- that was sung by some utaite(s) ...
This version made me say "WOW" for numerous times that I abuse replay button ...
for the different version of the classical one ... you can watch it here ~!
Lyrics:
____________________________
kimi wa oujo boku wa mesi-tsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na hutago
kimi wo mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte natte yaru
kitai nonaka bokura wa umareta
shuku-fuku suruwa kyoukai no kane
otona tachi no katte na tsugou de
bokura no mirai wa futatsu ni saketa
tatoe sekai no subete ga
kimi no teki ni narou tomo
boku ga kimi wo mamoru kara
kimi wa sokode waratte ite
kimi wa oujo boku wa mesi-tsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na futago
kimi wo mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte natte yaru
tonari no kunie dekaketa tokini
machi de mikaketa midori no anoko
sono yasashige na koe to egao ni
hitome de boku wa koi ni ochi-masita
dakedo oujo ga anoko no koto
kesite hoshii to negau nara
boku wa sore ni kotae you
dousite? namida ga tomara-nai
kimi wa oujo boku wa mesi-tsukai
unmei wakatsu kuruoshiki futago
"kyou no oyatsu wa Brioche dayo"
kimi wa warau mujyaki ni warau
mousugu kono kuni wa owaru darou
ikareru kokumin tachi no tede
korega mukui dato iuno naraba
boku wa aete soreni sakara-ou
"hora boku no fuku wo kasite ageru"
"kore wo kite sugu onige-nasai"
"daijyoubu bokura wa futago dayo"
"kitto dare nimo wakara naisa"
boku wa oujo kimi wa toubou-sha
unmei wakatsu kanashiki futago
kimi wo aku dato iuno naraba
boku datte onaji chiga nagare-teru
mukashi mukashi aru tokoroni
aku-gyaku hidou no oukoku no
chouten ni kun-rin siteta
totemo KAWAII boku no kyoudai
tatoe sekai no subete ga
kimi no teki ni narou tomo
boku ga kimi wo mamoru kara
kimi wa dokoka de waratte ite
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This song is about :
Rin and Len who are twins , but they soon separated ...
Rin became a cruel queen of her kingdom , and one day, Len came back to the castle and became her servant. Len fell in love with Miku from the first time he saw her , but she's Kaito's lover. Rin, who loves Kaito, wish that Miku disappear. Len , who doesn't want to see Rin cry, killed Miku to make Rin smile again. He just want Rin to be happy.
Soon , Rin's people who can't hold on their anger to Rin's cruelty rebel against her. And in the castle , there're just Rin, and his servant,Len ...
Meiko lead the people to attack the kingdom , while Kaito also want to revenge Miku's death. The kingdom was about to fall into Meiko CS's hands. Len told Rin to wear his cloths and run away , while Len disguise himself. He said that since they're twins , nobody will know that they have swapped.
Meiko caught Len(in disguise) believing that he's Rin , while Rin is on a run. And Len(in disguise) was executed in the center of the town. Rin watched her brother was executed while disguising herself, crying.
THe last thing that Len wishes before his death is that if he were to be born again he would want to be able to play with Rin again.
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It's such a nice story ... And if I could , I want to abuse "like" button on Youtube !!
So, what do you think ? =) Comments are welcomed~
Friday, December 16, 2011
My Star - Bling-Bling Kim JongHyun
SHINee , our sweet 5 boys who have been singing and dancing for the world , and even made us feel whole just by listening to their songs.
SHINee World , who have been supporting SHINee until now ... Who don't love SHINee ? We all do ~
And then , today , I wanna post something about my STAR ! Kim Jonghyun ~~~~
TA-DAAAA ~~ !!
Then , let's start from his profile :
Stage Name: 종현 / JongHyun
Real Name: Kim Jonghyun (김종형)
Nickname: Bling Bling Jonghyun
DOB: April 8th, 1990 (17 int’l ; 18 krn)
Height: 173cm Bloodtype: AB
Family: Parents, sister
Position: Lead Vocal
Hobby/Interest: Watching movies, Dance, Lyrics, Piano, Mandarin
Appearances: Zhang Li Yin’s 交錯的愛 (Wrongly Given Love)
Facts: He’s the shortest out of the whole group.
He also studying Chinese in Beijing in 2007
Here's some facts about him :
1. Has been said that the first line of “Love like oxygen” sounds like Michael Jackson’s style. “It does sound like it a bit.”, he admits it himself
2. “Bling Bling Jonghyun”, He uses it all the time, be it during messaging or talking, he uses it. Because he loves R&B and Hip-hop too much, he wishes that he can shine forever (like bling bling). If you want it difficult to call that, “Hey Bling” can be used, thats what the members call him.
3. Will tend to talk at a really fast speed when he gets nervous, but because he talks a lot usually, nobody ever notices that habit of his.
4. There is no shortcut to acheiving perfection, just hard work and more hard work, if he is unable to take it, he will hide in the toilet for a cry, and then continue to work even harder during practice.
5. Has a lot of charisma on stage, but is very endearing and fun to be with off stage, before debut, he chats with Taemin everyday when returning home, is the member who is the most unanimous with his relaxation and lifestyle.
6. “If I meet an alien, I will definitely be scared at first, but after awhile when I get to know it, I will consider how to send it back home.” said Jonghyun
7. Regardless of anything, no matter how many times he had performed on stage, whenever he hears his own song he will still get exceptionally excited, will lipsynch along, dance along, fidget around in his seat, even when he chokes on water he will still remain engrossed.
8. A very lively student in high school, able to digest English and Korean songs very well. Formed a band, composed music during that time, believes that if you truly like something, it is not difficult to persevere on.
9. Understands the importance of heath, so does not eat stuff like instant noodles even when he is very hungry. To practise on an empty stomach is definitely tough, but in comparison, won’t it feel really good to finally eat a full meal during breakfast? — After tolerating for so long, it’s finally time to enjoy.
10. Is not scared of the camera at all, a 180 degree display or 360 degree all show? Just state it.
11. Feels that he is a good hyung, and a good dongseng to the members, if not for the fact that they always interrupt him which makes him flares up at them shouting “Keep quiet!” at times, his image is pretty perfect.
12. Makes total and absolute preparation for everything, will even stay up overnight without sleep to prepare. If his progress does not meet his own expectations, he will feel restless and a little short tempered.
13. Likes girls who seek novelty at times, is willing to accept the age gap of up to 6 years.
14. Why cover up if you make a mistake, just admit it truthfully won’t it be good? (jonghyun nice quote)
15. Has a lot of notices, will show off to his members after returning to the dorm. Will also miss his members whom he don’t know what they are doing while he is at certain shows/programs, if there is a chance, he will like to bring all his members along.
16. The only secret to maintaining a good complexion despite a very hectic schedule is to simply maintain a positive mindset.
17. Is very proficient in the guitar, bass and piano.
18. Wakes up the earliest in the dorm, will wake up Key after he is done with washing up, Key will then wake Onew up, then Taemin and lastly, Minho — “I am the one who wakes up the earliest! I am most confident about it!”
19. “How do I wash the rice? Why doesn’t Key umma know?! …So you have to wash it like this, Taemin? Wow!” (jonghyun’s haha)
20. He sucks at soccer.
21. Jonghyun claims that he plays the “bad person” role in the group by being strict with the other members more than the leader, Onew.
FIRST IMPRESSION :
- At first , I knew SHINee exist , but I didn't really pay attention to them . Until my Big Brother showed me some videos, well I just see recognize Onew and TaeMin at first.
- Then , I searched some videos from the folders in my Big Brother's laptop and found SHINee folder. I clicked and tried to watch SHINee Hello Baby. I didn't say much at first , but then I knew how Fun SHINee is ... They played around much , and ... they're lively. I paid more attention to JongHyun, since I addicted to how he was doing things and how much he complaint just in one episode.
- I started to surf internet and looked at his profile , then another SHINee members's profile, knowing more about them. Later I searched for the variety shows...
I watched and laughed a lot. And since then , I'm in love with them ... (It's December 22nd 2010)
I still remember how I fell for them that time ... It just happened without I realized about it.
It's sure fascinating. Until now , I always check on their news and their activity.
JJONG JJANG !!
SHINee JJANG !
So , How about you , beloved Readers ? Who is your Bias , and Why they can make you fall in love with them ?
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Result ... OUT
Hari ini ... December 15th ... Hasil tes keluar .
4 hari ini aku sempat mikir ... Gimana ya ? Kayaknya aku ga diterima deh ... Soalnya pas tes gambar kemarin , 10 menit pertama dari 90 menit yang diberikan , aku hanya bengong. Berpikir, meratap ke arah kertas soal yang diberikan.
" GAMBARKAN KEADAAN KEGIATAN LARI MARATON 10KM DI JALAN ! "
Aku hanya bengong , mainin pensil di atas telapak tanganku, sedangkan tanganku yang satunya lagi menopang wajahku yang makin ngantuk.
Kenapa harus tema ini ?
Aku bisa membayangkan orang-orang berlari dengan wajah suram dengan keringat bercucuran ... Juga tampang bodoh manusia yang nyaris pingsan karena teriknya matahari. Juga pemandangan ... Jalan ?
Dan bodohnya ... Aku menambahkan benda-benda yang tidak seharusnya kutambahkan ...
POCONG ! SUSTER NGESOT !! HEWAN-HEWAN GA JELAS !!! KAKEK TUA DENGAN KURSI RODA !!!! ARWAH !!!!! JUGA ANAK BAYI YANG SEDANG MERANGKAK GA JELAS !!!!!!
Yang lain masih wajar karena emang benar-benar ada di DUNIA !
POCONG ! POCONG SAUDARA SAUDARI !!! Ini benar-benar GA WAJAR !!
Aku sempat galau
Malamnya , aku melupakan insiden ini dengan segera... Yah , inilah manfaat ingatan jangka pendek . Bisa digunakan untuk saat-saat seperti ini.
Aku ngerti , ini adalah saat dimana aku harus berusaha. Bahkan aku udah putusin , aku bakal ambil tes gelombang 2 kalo emang aku ga diterima ... Aku bakal bikin orang pengawas tes nya bosan liat mukaku di tiap gelombang.
Ironis nya ... Pas pengumuman keluar , perkataan ku dan tekadku kutelan bulat-bulat.
Peserta : Dessy Vania Lovina
Status : Beasiswa ditedrima 50% Rank 1
Aku sampai REFRESH halaman itu berulang-ulang ... Mungkin sampai tombol klik kiri di laptop ku soak dan panas.
Aku sampai lari ke WC , cuci muka berulang kali lalu melihat layar. Dan ... Aku kembli me REFRESH halaman tersebut. Kejadian itu berulang-ulang bagaikan LOOP.
Aku kini sadar da berkata , "Aku ga mimpi ... " , dengan ironis dan bloon-nya.
JELAS SAJA MERASA BODOH ! Kembalikan waktu galau ku !!
Aku ga seharsusnya khawatir ! Aku bodoh menghabiskan waktu liburan dengan GALAU GA JELAS !
Walau dalam hati aku berterima kasih banget sama orang yang nerima beasiswa ... Bisa aja bakal
Kuliah itu kayak medan perang ... Kalau tantangan itu ga bisa kamu lewatin , jangan pernah kamu nyerah , bisa-bisa tewas kamu disana a.k.a DROP OUT.
Aku udah netapin di otak ku ...
" JANGAN JADIIN TUGAS SEBAGAI BEBAN , MELAINKAN JADIIN TUGAS SEBAGAI TANTANGAN ! "
Well , itu hanya berlaku di kuliah nanti , waktu SMA belom berlaku... *sweat-dropped*
Lalu ... Congratulation buat teman ku yang dapat BEASISWA 100% angel ... You have done your best...
*sigh* Perjalanan menuju kuliah itu masih panjang ... Perang yang sebenarnya itu adalah UAN !! Disanalah yang menentukan nasibmu... Jangan sampai kita udah DIE dulu sebelum menginjakkan kaki ke jenjang KULIAH ... Aduh , IRONIS !
Menurutku sekian cukup deh ... Hoahahahaha ...
Monday, December 12, 2011
MirrorLand ~ The Abyss --- DROPPED
Okay , after thinking about it ... My Novel "MirrorLand~The Abyss" will be dropped.
Well , i just having a hard time to follow the story again since I have stopped doing it for such a long time ... So ... After thinking hard and hesitating ... I'll have to drop the idea.
Well , my apologies ...
Warm Smile ,
DVL
Well , i just having a hard time to follow the story again since I have stopped doing it for such a long time ... So ... After thinking hard and hesitating ... I'll have to drop the idea.
Well , my apologies ...
Warm Smile ,
DVL
Relax = Disaster
Okay , after a few times I posted some entries in Indonesian , I felt that it's better for me to use English after all...
*laughs* And, Hell ! Using English is just my style .... *lol*
However ... My mood was kind of ... bad because of my sleeping habit. Well, I'm just weak in the morning ... My Mom even said that I shouldn't make any scary , cold , and gloomy expressions in the morning, so I just replied "That's why, don't make me wake up early in the morning ,Mom."
While I'm browsing some video, I took a glance at my desk. A brown book was nicely put there and I sweat-dropped not long after that.
" December 31st, isn't it ? " I mumbled , then I took the book and began to write something there.
After some writings and drawings , I closed the book and back to my laptop and watched some videos.
After my eyes got a bit tired after staring at the monitor too long, I walked out to get some fresh air ... And when I went back to my room, I took my PSP and started to play Hakuouki Reimeiroku Portable ... Well , Otome Games never failed to satisfy me with some Bishounen ~~
Holiday Holiday Holiday ... " Waaaii ~ It's Holiday ~~! " , do you hope me to say like that ? Hell no !
Even Holiday can be a disaster for me. For example: I've decided to clean my room and tidy my desk , but because of the holiday , i got carried away by relaxing and some fun stuffs to do and I ended up forgetting to do my task. Yes, GREAT !
That's why I said ... RELAX equals DISASTER ...
Also , since I had a test to enroll into a university last Sunday ,I got really worried ... (well, not really) ... I can't even sleep well while I have to wake up at 7 in the morning ... And , when I'm doing some reading test and structure test ... I'M VERY SLEEPY !!! I can hardly open my eyes , until I have to throw my pride and took the mint candy on the table to help myself to hang on !! What a day ... !
Well, since the announcement is on Thursday , December 15th , I'll enjoy myself until then. And have goosebumps before opened the website. *giggles*
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Decision
Exam udah selesai , dan aku berhasil lolos dengan nilai tanpa remedial.
Dan, aku malah menyadari beberapa hal :
1. Banyak perbedaan terjadi di sekitarku tanpa kusadari
2. Keputusan ku memang benar untuk tak mempercayai siapapun selain keluargaku sendiri
3. Mulut digunakan untuk menutupi hati, karena itu kebohongan sangat dibutuhkan
4. Gak ada orang yang setia disekitarku. Semuanya hanya mengutamakan diri sendiri
5. Keputusanku tepat untuk tidak berharap terlalu tinggi
6. Orang-orang hanya berkata manis untuk saling memanfaatkan
7. Berwajah polos hanya menutupi kebusukan
8. Tampang sangat menipu
9. Mereka yang merasa eksis hanya dengan berlaku berlebihan
10. Gak ada teman yang bener-bener dianggap teman karena manusia itu penuh dengan kepalsuan dan kebohongan.
Karena aku menyadari hal-hal itu, aku jadi lebih berhati-hati dengan sekelilingku.
AKu yang biasanya isa berharap sekitar 30% , sekarang hanya tinggal 10%
Dikhianati emang udah biasa kan ? Karena aku cukup waspada, kali ini aku gak kena damage nya.
Minggu ini akan ada tes masuk universitas. Yep, aku positif masuk Univ Bina Nusantara yang selalu disebut BINUS.
Yah, sejak dulu emang pengennya kesana sih ...
Moga-moga aja lulus tesnya lalu dapat beasiswa ... Amin Amin Amin ...
AKu udah siap kuliah disana . Sendiri bukan masalah :) Tinggal sendiri juga lebih ada privasi ... Yah , kalau emang misalnya ada teman yang mau bareng juga gapapa sih, biar ada temen ngomong aja. Tpi udah ada mental buat kuliah sendiri, pasti ga ada masalah !
Walau sikap ku emang kurang mudah bergaul karena agak sulit untuk mendekati orang lain ... dengan temper ku yang ga stabil dan ketidak percayaan ku pada orang lain ...
Tpi ... Pasti ada jalan lah entar. Itu urusan nanti deh ...
Ada teman ato nggaknya juga nanti aja. Toh gara-gara murid sekolah ku ga banyak, jadi yang masuk ke univ yang sama dengan aku sama sekali ga ada. Yah, mau gimana lagi lah? Mereka pada pengen Abroad ato ke Univ mahal siih ...
Ortu ku sempat nyuruh aku masuk ke univ mahal, tapi aku gak pengen ngerepotin mereka lah ...
Objective aku itu masuk ke jurusan DKV ( Desain Komunikasi Visual ) yang emang agak mahal dibandingkan jurusan lain. Belom lagi neko-neko nya...
Jadi lebih baik masuk univ biasa tapi punya kualitas :) *well, i'm not insulting any other univ*
Begitulah yang aku pikirkan selama ini ... Dan emang pengalaman adalah guru terbaik ...
Dan, aku malah menyadari beberapa hal :
1. Banyak perbedaan terjadi di sekitarku tanpa kusadari
2. Keputusan ku memang benar untuk tak mempercayai siapapun selain keluargaku sendiri
3. Mulut digunakan untuk menutupi hati, karena itu kebohongan sangat dibutuhkan
4. Gak ada orang yang setia disekitarku. Semuanya hanya mengutamakan diri sendiri
5. Keputusanku tepat untuk tidak berharap terlalu tinggi
6. Orang-orang hanya berkata manis untuk saling memanfaatkan
7. Berwajah polos hanya menutupi kebusukan
8. Tampang sangat menipu
9. Mereka yang merasa eksis hanya dengan berlaku berlebihan
10. Gak ada teman yang bener-bener dianggap teman karena manusia itu penuh dengan kepalsuan dan kebohongan.
Karena aku menyadari hal-hal itu, aku jadi lebih berhati-hati dengan sekelilingku.
AKu yang biasanya isa berharap sekitar 30% , sekarang hanya tinggal 10%
Dikhianati emang udah biasa kan ? Karena aku cukup waspada, kali ini aku gak kena damage nya.
Minggu ini akan ada tes masuk universitas. Yep, aku positif masuk Univ Bina Nusantara yang selalu disebut BINUS.
Yah, sejak dulu emang pengennya kesana sih ...
Moga-moga aja lulus tesnya lalu dapat beasiswa ... Amin Amin Amin ...
AKu udah siap kuliah disana . Sendiri bukan masalah :) Tinggal sendiri juga lebih ada privasi ... Yah , kalau emang misalnya ada teman yang mau bareng juga gapapa sih, biar ada temen ngomong aja. Tpi udah ada mental buat kuliah sendiri, pasti ga ada masalah !
Walau sikap ku emang kurang mudah bergaul karena agak sulit untuk mendekati orang lain ... dengan temper ku yang ga stabil dan ketidak percayaan ku pada orang lain ...
Tpi ... Pasti ada jalan lah entar. Itu urusan nanti deh ...
Ada teman ato nggaknya juga nanti aja. Toh gara-gara murid sekolah ku ga banyak, jadi yang masuk ke univ yang sama dengan aku sama sekali ga ada. Yah, mau gimana lagi lah? Mereka pada pengen Abroad ato ke Univ mahal siih ...
Ortu ku sempat nyuruh aku masuk ke univ mahal, tapi aku gak pengen ngerepotin mereka lah ...
Objective aku itu masuk ke jurusan DKV ( Desain Komunikasi Visual ) yang emang agak mahal dibandingkan jurusan lain. Belom lagi neko-neko nya...
Jadi lebih baik masuk univ biasa tapi punya kualitas :) *well, i'm not insulting any other univ*
Begitulah yang aku pikirkan selama ini ... Dan emang pengalaman adalah guru terbaik ...
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